The End

　　This is the last blog writing. It is not easy to write a blog on time. I learned many thing through this homework. Blog writing will be finish 30th May, but my English writing will be not finish. I’ll try to writing in English on my cyworld or my naver blog. I know the end is another start. And I believe I will be meet global program friends and professor some day. Thank you all. I love all so much. I love me, too. Hakuna Matata! Where there's will, there's a way.

Hakuna Matata

　　This is the letter of Swahili. Hakuna Matata mean is ‘No problem’ or ‘It will be okie’. It is my blog motto. English isn’t my problem. Now I must have to choice A or B. If I choice A, it will be easy to my life. If I choice B, I should more try and I’ll be tired. I’m really want to make my own success. I bought a book about Oprah Winfrey. I like Oprah Winfrey. She’s powerful. If she gets a trouble like me, what can she does? Will she take a A or take a B? I will think about it until this semester. I will come back or I will not. Hakuna matata!

The Part-time Job

　　I stared a part-time job in McDonald’s Corporation. I can make an own my time easily, if I talk manager. I made a hamburger. It is not difficult. I was surprised because McDonald is very clean. Maybe next week, I’ll learn how to help an order. I like work in McDonald. If you want to visit me, look for a Bu-jeon library in Seo-myeon. McDonald is next to Bu-jeon library. You can east to find it.

Busan

　　Let me introduce my lovely hometown Busan. Busan is located in South Kyungsang Province Korea. Heo Nam-sik is the Mayor of Busan. Busan is the second largest city in Korea. Actually during the Korea War, Busan was a temporary capital city of Korea. The seagull is the brid symbol of Busan. The camellia is the flower symbol of Busan. Recently many international events are being here in Busan. Busan has a many sightseeing places. Haeundae beach is the most famous place. But I like Beomeosa. Beomeosa is a historical temple. I think Busan citizen are more kind than any other citizen. I'm not envy New York. I'm proud of my hometown.

I love Korea

　　The land of morning calm; the concentry where Confucius wanted to live. Do you know where I am talking about? Right! It is right here in Korea! Korea isn't huge and grandiose. Some designers expree Korea's uniqueness by always using the beauty of curved ratter than straight lines. We have a history of more than 5,000 years. In our long history we were plundered many times by outside influences, because Korea is a peninsula. Korea is stied between China and Japan. Roh muu-hyun is the President, and Korea is divided into the south and the north. We have four beautiful seasons. I know Korea has many problems and troubles, but we have a great letter system called 'Han gul' and we have a great culture. I do love Korea!

My face

　　Today touch rugby and global game was fun to me. I’m not good at sports but I like it. I wasn’t angry. If I’m not smile, my face is deadpan. I’m always trying to laugh. When I didn’t smile, I just think about that situation or speaking. That’s it. My friends told me, “You looked angry. When I saw you first time, I thought you were cynical.” I don’t want to hear that again. I know I response my face. I will! That picture is me. When I taked a photo, I was smile.

The Filial Duty

　　I go to welfare center every Friday. I went to go there last week. I met a many old people. They have a dementia little bit. Some granny asked; How old are you?, Where do you live?, Do you live with your parents? And keep asked again. When I finished my service, she told me “Do your best filial duty.” Suddenly I was sad. Time is running out. I’m still growing up. My mom and dad are growing old. It made me sad. I thought about filial duty.

Sleep

　　I didn’t sleep about 2 days. I just slept 5 hours. I thought sleeping time isn’t important; if we aren’t sleep, it will be good for us. But sleeping is important. If we don’t sleep, our brain cells will be die and our body will be tired. Today I slept through the TOEIC lecture. (I was sorry to Professor!) When I woke up, my brain was clear than before. Now I really want to sleep deeply.

Friends

　　I am happy because with friends. People say when I go to University, there are no real friends. First time, I worried about, but now I'm not worry. Kim Bo-eun, Kim Hye-rin, Lee U-bin, Jo Su-bee: They are my friend and they aren't normal. They are funny so make me laugh. I am a normal! If they see my blog, they will attack me. I don't care! That's true. I like them. I love you, all!

Self-Examination

　　When I started this blog, I thought I will really well. But I wasn't. Why I applied DSU global program? I lose my will. I don't have a strong will. Now I don't want to say 'I will do my best' again. That fact make me sad. I quicked my part-time job. I must more concentrate in English. Tomorrow is Teacher's Day. I'm really sorry to all global professors.

Stress

　　I was sick. I couldn’t breathe. I had a headache. And my body was strange. My mom thought because of stress. I think so too. I’m easily excited. If I had a terrible situation, I easily upset and I endurance myself. That is bad effect to me. I will practice remain calm.

What Happened Thursday?

　　I couldn’t sleep at last weekend night. Because of Thursday. Thursday was best day. I had a great time. First, I was really nervous. But that’s my much worried. He’s so nice and kind. I bought a dinner for him. When he was ate, I just went to a toilet then I took care of bill. We saw a movie: The Reaping. That was a horror/SF/thriller. I think he don’t like a horror. But I wanted to see a horror. So we saw it together. Now I don’t want to explain that happened in Thursday. But I’m sure I like him more than yesterday! ;)

Love

　　My friends are falling in love. And now I like someone. But I’m not sure that my mind is true. And I don’t want to marry. My mother is beautiful. When she was young, she doesn’t interested in boyfriend. I’m not pretty but I’m not interested in boyfriend, either. I don’t know why. I’m not a girl not yet a woman. That’s Britney’s song. I’m sure I’m not a girl not yet a woman. Please, don’t be child!

0.013seconds

　　Do you know the Korean word ‘Chal na’? In English, we call ‘A moment’. Actually ‘Chal na’ is not Korean. It’s a Sanskrit(Buddhism)s. Chal na is 0.013seconds. It’s a unit of time in Buddhism. There are no futures. Only continuity of moments. I hate the night. When I was sleep, sometimes I get up in midnight. I can feel the time of universe. The time is so fast in universe. I’m nothing in universe and I’m become one with universe. I can feel that. To become one with universe, it will be my destination of die. I’m afraid of death. If I conquest afraid of die, I will be understand everything in the world. Love everything! We don’t have a much loving time.

Jazz Dance

　　I didn’t know that I have a 4kg. Oops. Actually I started jazz dance in Seo-myeon. It was really exceting. So I danced 2 hours a day. In time, we stretch 30 minutes and we dancing 30 minutes. Dancing is not hard. But stretching is hard. I think I will have a skinny body this summer. YEAH! I can’t wait this summer.. really!

To. God

　　I really upset because of you. I know you love me so much! But!! Why you love me so much than other people? I really tired. Don’t make me tired. I want to cry. All the situations are difficult to me. Please give me a rest time. Well, acutually I felt you 2 weeks ago. I thankful your bless. I hate all my situation, but have your way.. I will try to endurance.. I know I will be strong more than now!

Connection

　　I believe destiny. I like connection with people. Someone is special to me. Someone is nothing to me. But connection is important. Am I did my best for friends? When I was thought about that, I’m so gloomy. Do your best, Eun-ju! Today, Thanks for his calling. I think we will be good connection.. :D YES! I want to call all my lovely people, right now!!

Sister

　　I have a younger sister. She's 19 years old. She's interested in money. She doesn't go to school. She just quick the school. I couldn't stoped her. Today I was talk with her long time. When I was young, we fighted all time. But we grew up more, we understand each other. She's a bitch. But I love her. Because she's only my sister in the world.

My future

　　Have a dream. That Sounds’ great. I’m in Dong-seo Global Program now. My major is Visual Communication. But 1 year later, I must come back my major. I’m confusing. What will I do in the future? What I want to be? I said: I want to be a MC. Is that my real future? I’ll thinking about that tomorrow. I want a deep sleep now..

Black

　　Some people think black is bad color for them. Actually when we get in trouble, we use the black. But my favorite color is black. Black is more wise than white. Black is bad, white is good! That thinking is silly. Someone is always smile. And he looks like great. But he say only negative things. He's not black. He is white. If you think he is black, that is insult to black. Don't do that! Black make me comfortable in the night. That's why I like black. Today I thankful to be wearing a black cap and black jacket.


I didn't know that my blog is black. lol

Be Proud of Yourself

　When I was 17, my Korean teacher always said; "So pretty." We had pimpled faces, short hair, and were quote plumped out. Was it beautiful? She thought we were so pretty. and she envied us. I didn't understand her. But now I think the students who are wearing school uniforms are very pretty. Now I understand her. She thinks all students have a individuality and that makes us pretty. There is no absolute standard for beauty. We can't measure beauty, but these days we do try to measure beauty. Height is part of beauty. We can find an advertisement on the internet. 'The tallest of my children who are boys are 185cms tell, girls are 168cms tell.' Isn't it too much the same? Height is a standard these days and diet is essential for women, especially for girls who want a skinny body. Western models have died because of dieting too much, and Celebrities are often dangerously thin. My height is 167cm. Do you know how much I weigh? Answer me. My weight is 57kg. My body mass index is normal, but I want to lose more weight until I am 48kg. If my weight is 48kg, I must gain weight, because 48kg is a low weight for me. When I finished my Korea SAT I tried to lose weight, and I thought about my-self. Check my appearance. 165cm, 57kg, short hair, a face scarred by pimple. I'm not pretty, but look inside me. I like listening to pop-songs and writing letters to my friends. I'm a 20 years old girl who has a dream to tour the world. When I look at the outside of me, I'm so down. But when I look inside myself, I'm so lovely. I am the only one like me in the world. Someone is pretty or someone is ugly, but everyone is different. Isn't this right? What if everyone looked like Julie Roberts and Brad Pitt? I think Jung Jong-choel is more handsome than Brad Pitt. and Kang You-mee is more beautiful than Julie Roberts. Actually When Julie was young, she had a complex about her big mouth because of all the kids around her, so she looked in the mirror and thought 'I am beautiful' every night. That make her strong and beautiful. I think you're so handsome and beautiful. Be proud of your self, and love yourself. That will make you gorgeous. Thank you for your listening.

I Am A Mother

　　Today I received Child’s Information Cards. I supported 4 Children by World Vision. 2 children are Korean who 13 and 14 years old. 2 children are African Who 3 and 4 years old. I’m contributing 20,000 won each children. So I spend 80,000 won once a month. That is big for me. But I don’t regret. I really happy help these children. And I hope to see them. :D

Responsibility

　　“Because of part-time job.” This is an excuse. Big point is my mind. My classmates are worried about me. They advised to me. I’m thankful to them. But I can’t quick my part-time job. But.. I will quick my job. I don’t want to make a problem of my grade. Oh.. Fool Melissa.. Cheer up!!

Must Have Confidence

　I know I’m not good at English. So I try to improve my English skill. Today I heard that my English conversation is not good. How did he say that to me? I was upset. I visited Professor Dave. He’s warm heart. He cheered me. I was thankful Dave about cheering me. I’ll do my best!!

Who is Jo Sang-moon?

　　My partner's name is Jo Sang-moon. He is 20 years old. He lives in Busan Korea. His Family status is single.His religion is Buddhist. His address is Gae-gum 1 Dong.He has lived in Korea for 20 years.He has studied English for 14 years.He is studying English for conversation with foreginers.He is a student.His allowance is 300,000 won per month.His hobbies are singing, watching movies and soccer.His weekend activities are part-time job, practing English and singing.He wants to be a great singer in the future.John knew my partner's name is Sang Moon-jo. Hahaha :D That is funny.Because John was serious. XDps. That picture is Jo Sang-moon.Picture is So hot. right? But he isn't hot. Just Cool. ;)

Why they worried about me?

I’m serious.
I’ll quick my school.
-But I love Dong-seo Global Program.-
I will! I’m sure!
Why?
Because today is April Fools' Day. :)

I sent a message to Global 102 class like that.
They worried about me.
So I was thankful my classmates.
I love all !!

Love

I’m 20 years old.
I dream to romance.
Where are you, my prince?
I really want to meet you.


Because it’s spring.

Love is difficult.
The movie ‘Love Actually’ said,
All you need is love.
Yes, All my need is love.
Love everything!

Big Accident in My Life

I had so strange dreamed which was looked window but headfirst.
Next day, I was injured.
My friend gave me a piggyback then she threw me down holding my arms.
So i couldn't use my arms.
My face crashed into the floor.

Oh my god..
I saw the window headfirst.

My foretooth was broken.
My lips were got torn.
I had an operation.

I forgive her.
But other teeth are dying.. :’(

My belief

My religion is Catholic.
But I was ashamed my belief.
Maybe Ideology of Buddha was match with me.

Yesterday, I went workshop ‘teacher who is in church’.
It was so beneficial to me.
And I made my belief strong.
God bless me. I feel them.
I’m so lucky girl.
I know he will provide the things I’ll need.

I bought a bible.
I will read it everyday. Hehe.

The spring

Springs are coming. The winds are so smooth and sun shine is warm.
Feel so good.
Actually I like rainy day.
Rainy day is better than sunny day.

There is something special feeling.
I feel same feeling whenever.
When I was 13, I was listened backstreet boys song.
Skys are blue, springs comed to me.
It feelings can’t explained but so exicted.
That feeling is now I feel.
My heart leaps up.

(Maybe I will go to U.S in June.. I think^^)

My father

When I was young, I didn’t understand my father.
I hate him.
He wasn’t good husband and he wasn’t good father.
But, when I saw father’s tears, I understood my father.
I started understood my father’s life.

I was home late. Because I have a part-time job.
I saw a roast chestnut on the desk. He bought for me.
He is sleeping.
Oh dear..

I hope my father will be happy.
I’ll try to be a good daughter.
I love you, dad.

The human rights

Recently, man killed children. Because He has in debt.
Boy said, “Why you do that? Please, I want a live.”
But he put boy into bag than threw in to reservoir.
It was terrible!

As soon as, Korea government will be stop the capital punishment in what is Protect human rights.
I disagree to stop the capital punishment.
There are no victim’s human rights.
There are only murderer’s human right in Korea.
Murderer has a much possibility to murder.
Murderer’s nature of crime is serious.

Think of ‘Young-choel Yoo’s crime.
He killed elders and girls.
He doesn’t sorry for them.
But Korea government doesn’t care.

Dead people nothing to say.
How to feel sorry for them.

The start

Start is beginning. Start is exciting.
I made a blog. Because writing homework was made a blog.
This is first time to made a blog. (But I have a hompy ; cyworld)
So I really excited.

I’m listening to indie band’s song ‘believe a moment’
I’ll remember the first time when I made a blog.
I’ll remember the first time when I hoped to improve English.


Possibility of 1 percent, that’s my way. -Napoleon Bonaparte