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　　Do you know the Korean word ‘Chal na’? In English, we call ‘A moment’. Actually ‘Chal na’ is not Korean. It’s a Sanskrit(Buddhism)s. Chal na is 0.013seconds. It’s a unit of time in Buddhism. There are no futures. Only continuity of moments. I hate the night. When I was sleep, sometimes I get up in midnight. I can feel the time of universe. The time is so fast in universe. I’m nothing in universe and I’m become one with universe. I can feel that. To become one with universe, it will be my destination of die. I’m afraid of death. If I conquest afraid of die, I will be understand everything in the world. Love everything! We don’t have a much loving time.

Jazz Dance

　　I didn’t know that I have a 4kg. Oops. Actually I started jazz dance in Seo-myeon. It was really exceting. So I danced 2 hours a day. In time, we stretch 30 minutes and we dancing 30 minutes. Dancing is not hard. But stretching is hard. I think I will have a skinny body this summer. YEAH! I can’t wait this summer.. really!

To. God

　　I really upset because of you. I know you love me so much! But!! Why you love me so much than other people? I really tired. Don’t make me tired. I want to cry. All the situations are difficult to me. Please give me a rest time. Well, acutually I felt you 2 weeks ago. I thankful your bless. I hate all my situation, but have your way.. I will try to endurance.. I know I will be strong more than now!

Connection

　　I believe destiny. I like connection with people. Someone is special to me. Someone is nothing to me. But connection is important. Am I did my best for friends? When I was thought about that, I’m so gloomy. Do your best, Eun-ju! Today, Thanks for his calling. I think we will be good connection.. :D YES! I want to call all my lovely people, right now!!

Sister

　　I have a younger sister. She's 19 years old. She's interested in money. She doesn't go to school. She just quick the school. I couldn't stoped her. Today I was talk with her long time. When I was young, we fighted all time. But we grew up more, we understand each other. She's a bitch. But I love her. Because she's only my sister in the world.

My future

　　Have a dream. That Sounds’ great. I’m in Dong-seo Global Program now. My major is Visual Communication. But 1 year later, I must come back my major. I’m confusing. What will I do in the future? What I want to be? I said: I want to be a MC. Is that my real future? I’ll thinking about that tomorrow. I want a deep sleep now..

Black

　　Some people think black is bad color for them. Actually when we get in trouble, we use the black. But my favorite color is black. Black is more wise than white. Black is bad, white is good! That thinking is silly. Someone is always smile. And he looks like great. But he say only negative things. He's not black. He is white. If you think he is black, that is insult to black. Don't do that! Black make me comfortable in the night. That's why I like black. Today I thankful to be wearing a black cap and black jacket.


I didn't know that my blog is black. lol

Be Proud of Yourself

　When I was 17, my Korean teacher always said; "So pretty." We had pimpled faces, short hair, and were quote plumped out. Was it beautiful? She thought we were so pretty. and she envied us. I didn't understand her. But now I think the students who are wearing school uniforms are very pretty. Now I understand her. She thinks all students have a individuality and that makes us pretty. There is no absolute standard for beauty. We can't measure beauty, but these days we do try to measure beauty. Height is part of beauty. We can find an advertisement on the internet. 'The tallest of my children who are boys are 185cms tell, girls are 168cms tell.' Isn't it too much the same? Height is a standard these days and diet is essential for women, especially for girls who want a skinny body. Western models have died because of dieting too much, and Celebrities are often dangerously thin. My height is 167cm. Do you know how much I weigh? Answer me. My weight is 57kg. My body mass index is normal, but I want to lose more weight until I am 48kg. If my weight is 48kg, I must gain weight, because 48kg is a low weight for me. When I finished my Korea SAT I tried to lose weight, and I thought about my-self. Check my appearance. 165cm, 57kg, short hair, a face scarred by pimple. I'm not pretty, but look inside me. I like listening to pop-songs and writing letters to my friends. I'm a 20 years old girl who has a dream to tour the world. When I look at the outside of me, I'm so down. But when I look inside myself, I'm so lovely. I am the only one like me in the world. Someone is pretty or someone is ugly, but everyone is different. Isn't this right? What if everyone looked like Julie Roberts and Brad Pitt? I think Jung Jong-choel is more handsome than Brad Pitt. and Kang You-mee is more beautiful than Julie Roberts. Actually When Julie was young, she had a complex about her big mouth because of all the kids around her, so she looked in the mirror and thought 'I am beautiful' every night. That make her strong and beautiful. I think you're so handsome and beautiful. Be proud of your self, and love yourself. That will make you gorgeous. Thank you for your listening.

I Am A Mother

　　Today I received Child’s Information Cards. I supported 4 Children by World Vision. 2 children are Korean who 13 and 14 years old. 2 children are African Who 3 and 4 years old. I’m contributing 20,000 won each children. So I spend 80,000 won once a month. That is big for me. But I don’t regret. I really happy help these children. And I hope to see them. :D

Responsibility

　　“Because of part-time job.” This is an excuse. Big point is my mind. My classmates are worried about me. They advised to me. I’m thankful to them. But I can’t quick my part-time job. But.. I will quick my job. I don’t want to make a problem of my grade. Oh.. Fool Melissa.. Cheer up!!

Must Have Confidence

　I know I’m not good at English. So I try to improve my English skill. Today I heard that my English conversation is not good. How did he say that to me? I was upset. I visited Professor Dave. He’s warm heart. He cheered me. I was thankful Dave about cheering me. I’ll do my best!!

Who is Jo Sang-moon?

　　My partner's name is Jo Sang-moon. He is 20 years old. He lives in Busan Korea. His Family status is single.His religion is Buddhist. His address is Gae-gum 1 Dong.He has lived in Korea for 20 years.He has studied English for 14 years.He is studying English for conversation with foreginers.He is a student.His allowance is 300,000 won per month.His hobbies are singing, watching movies and soccer.His weekend activities are part-time job, practing English and singing.He wants to be a great singer in the future.John knew my partner's name is Sang Moon-jo. Hahaha :D That is funny.Because John was serious. XDps. That picture is Jo Sang-moon.Picture is So hot. right? But he isn't hot. Just Cool. ;)

Why they worried about me?

I’m serious.
I’ll quick my school.
-But I love Dong-seo Global Program.-
I will! I’m sure!
Why?
Because today is April Fools' Day. :)

I sent a message to Global 102 class like that.
They worried about me.
So I was thankful my classmates.
I love all !!